B2 hallo cousin,
You know what, i actually agree with Zengeni the guy who posted his marriage is all joy and jubilation. Yes those marriages do exist.I had one like that myself pity it got cut short.
I had been married to my wife for 8years and in those years we had been trying for a child. We just could not get one as yet.However, that did not change the way we felt about each other. We were so in love and happy. Nothing ever brought us down. Yes society and family did try to break us apart cause tatisina vana but we did not mind. We were happy.
Love lived within us, we were happily married. I loved my wife to the moon and back, in return she reciprocated.
One fine day, fine anyhow my wife broke the news to me. We were pregnant. Imagine the joy of finally having to hold not just one but two babies in your hand. Specialists had written us off, we hadn't given up.
Just three months into the pregnancy, my wife decided to get into town and pick some supplies. As fate had it she decided to hire an Uber while waiting for her ride she just collapsed and died by the gate.
Up to now i still haven't healed from this, i remember my neighbour calling me achiti kumba kukubvira mhanyai phone yamai haisikuita.
In my head she had gone to town, I drove in haste and at the back of my head was the nursery we had made for our children. Ndaiti yohwe ko kana imba yevana yatsva.
What i saw when i got there shook every bone in me, i felt my breathe leaving. I got numb veduwe zvekunzi murume haacheme kunyepa wangu mukadzi ndakaridza mhere, nanhasi handisati ndazvigamuchira.
I do not think i will ever heal from this, am still haunted by her death and every night in my dreams i see her. She left a huge void in my heart nobody will ever be able to fill.
Hazvigamuchirike, i have been told to move on, i lost three lives all at once. Had wife been here i would be the happiest man alive. Akandisiya neronda rinoramba richichera.
That woman lit up every darkness in my path. She was illumination, her absence has thrown me into utter darkness. I am empty, lost and have no reason for living. Its been six years since she died but the pain hits different everyday.
Her laughter still echoes, she lives rent free in my heart. I have done therapy to depth it still hasnt managed to heal me. I can't think of no other than her.
Rufu ndimadzongonyodze shuwa.Hakuna mushonga unorapa marwadzo ekufirwa. I still speak highly of my wife even as she has gone. Ronda raakandisiya achibva atakura hake nevana.
The day we laid her to rest i kept thinking achamuka akabuda mucoffin. I kept holding on and stared kuti mudiwa wangu dzoka, muka titaure. Haa varume ini ndakarwadziwa. That final look on her face as she said her final goodbye arimubox, it was like she was just taking her beauty nap.
I am neither here nor there, i eat,live, think,sleep and date her memories. She was my soulmate mwana ndaimuda hangu. https://whatsapp.com/channel/0029VaJBte43bbV50PSJqU20
Dai zvaichinjwa ndaisarudza hangu kuti tife tese nekuti kwaari ikoko ndodaira arikutambura sematamburiro andirikuita nekusavepo kwake. Ndatambura hama nekukanganwa the love of my life.
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